First i would like to understand, why you would put a note that you want devout Christians to answer your question, can't the other non Christians also answer the question? Anyway you probably have your reasons of doing that which only you know. we are all human, and We are bound to do things that may not be pleasing to God and the people around us. It is okay to love a character from a book or a movie that one does not know or has not seen, that is inevitable. I must say i have also loved a few characters myself but not in a way that you have described. You see even in my Christian life, i Love Jesus the son of God but i have never seen him, never met him, but i read about him and his word in his Holy book the Bible. The reason i love him is because of what he has done for me in my life, and what he continues to do for me. Now that may sound like the same thing you are trying to portray, the only difference there is, is that Nicole is bringing out mannerisms in you that are not right! you say you don't get those sexual thoughts about her, but you have a plush of her that you cuddle at night, what are you trying to say? are you not feeding your mind with thoughts of sexual immorality? You know it all begins in the mind, whatever you perceive goes into your mind then into your brain and we all know what the brain does, it brings us feelings of all kinds into our bodies then the bodies react to that feeling right? What am trying to say, is that you are already committing sexual sin by cuddling the plush because of what you are imagining. It is this kinds of things that make people start having ideas of stocking others, and hallucinating over things that they cannot achieve for themselves. If i may ask, what do you intend to achieve with this so called crush that you have on Nicole Watterson, you see this is a dream that can never be achieved and if you keep at it, it may just disrupt your life. Look around you and work with what is there stop imaging and fantasizing over things that will not help you in life.