When I began a youtube channel, I had a feeling that it's something promising and would easy to gain followers and views and then monetized. Actually, in the first 5 months I really enjoyed it, finding ideas, make the videos, comment on other channels and replying comment on my videos. But after seeing that my views for each videos wasn't satisfying, I began to feel upset. After some calculation, I need about 2 year to reach 4000 watch times! It's too long as I need money as soon as possible. And as new creators, we usually doing watch for watch. I feel like a views beggar and it's really tiring. If I don't watch others I don't get views. And in a mid of 2020, it seems youtube change their algorithm again which make my videos getting less recommended. Now, I hate youtubing, I feel like we're the new creator aren't their priority to get support.