Me, since there is one death in the family, we all assume that even before that my father, who have vices, will get an illness. He had diabetes and died of Pneumonia, heart attack and other complications. I think I will ask him this "why do you not take care of yourself for us?" I miss him and when I am not busy, he will stay in mind and I started to think of him. I know he will get an illness in the future but I didn't know how soon he will going to leave us. If we have protected him, he should have listen. But I think we did our part to make him remember but he is always hard headed. He think that being the head of the family, no one should tell him what needs to do. I know he knows, but then he kept on smoking. He started to stop drinking but smoking triggers everything.