My greatest fear is losing someone whose close to me like my family members. I love my family and I just can't imagine losing any of them. In fact my I don't think if I will be alive I hear such bad news. Leave alone my family members, last month I lost my next door neighbour. Since then, I have not had a peaceful sleep. In fact at times I can stay in bed the whole night think about him how good he was and all sorts of memories.
What I usually convince myself is , I am a Christian and I should never fear death because its a path for everyone. Although filling the gap and erasing all the memories might be hard, its always God's plan. That's why I always try my best each day to lead a righteous life because you don't know how tomorrow is going to be. Many a times I always try getting this thought out of my mind but at least I can say its working.