if you believe in god? you can live without God on your side?
Its a miracle that you can not live if Jesus is not in your side. You may not be a believer of Jesus, but cross of Jesus is also for you. Its for the sin of all mankind. You are existing since Jesus is in your side. If you are involved in any sin and Jesus is not in your side, your life is lost then. But you may exist due to some evil spirit in you. But that is not your real life. Your real life is always with Jesus.