One year ago i talked to a girl 2 times. only 2 times! I got so hooked on her that i just stopped talking to her (we saw each other every day for 3 months and many many days after that). She tried to talk to me after that but i was just so overwhelmed by her presence i just let her go. At that time I started looking all her social media and even her friends/parents too so i could find pictures of her (she is very private online). I got so crazy and my crazyness only got bigger after I found out we had so many things in common! I started getting really depressed over this and about a month ago i stopped looking her up. It was great, i even got a crush on someone else ( a healty one)... But now thats all gone because I saw her today! I was so afraid to walk into that room because i Knew she was gonna be there. I tried to tell myself that she was all made in my head but thats not working. After this month of not stalking her, i did it again. It was litterally the first thing i did as i got home. Now im feeling much much worse because i fount out another major common interest with her... God... This is klling me and i dont know what to do... She is so out of my reach but i just cant let this thought of her go.
(The text is kind of messy but so is my head)
(The text is kind of messy but so is my head)