It's tough to live under other people's standards, especially people whom you get to see everyday and you are living in just one roof. It's hard when the people who you expected to encourage, to love you unconditionally, to support you every step of the way are the people who degrades you, belittles you and might be the reason why you lack self-confidence. Remember this people is your family, they just know what's best for you and just challenges you to become braver when you go out of your comfort zone, because you will experience more worse outside of the four-walled space where you live in. Imagine this as a motivation, continue being true to yourself and stay optimistic! Wherever you maybe in your next journey, no one will love you and can replace the love of your family for you.