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people say its never too late.however its already too late even before i was born it was too late to have the life of my dreams. its now impossible for it to happen now since the world has change and wont go back to how it used to be.pretending is NOT an option because what you want to do is not genuinely happening or in other words everyone wont be doing it. there are things i want to do now but because of certain laws it will become impossible until i'm eligible. by the time i'm eligible it will be too late. i have been depressed about this to the point that a Therapist,family,friends,doctor,teacher absolutely NO ONE can help. everything i cant control is affecting my life in a bad way. its impossible to get help or try helping yourself or doing those stress exercises to help you get rid of stress. even the new school semester thing is affecting my learning which as you can tell there is nothing i can do about any of it. there are things that happened in my past which i can no longer change. even that is affecting me. forgetting about it or moving on will not help since those situations already exist. unfortunately there is nothing good that can come out of my life as these situation just simply cant be fixed. all my goals are unrealistic because of this. making a realistic goal wont make me feel good.